Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Our AMAZING God

God has an unfailing love for you. No matter what you do he is never going to love you less. he is with you where ever you go. He is with through the good times. He picks you up and helps you through the bad times. He will wait on you to callhim no matter how long it takes because he loves you and he is your friend. All he wants from you is to love him,call him, depend on him, spread his love to everyone and be more like Jesus every day.In his eyes everyone is equal. No one is worthless or a mistake. He made you and he loves you the way you are.
I read this my Junior year of high school and it was a BIG encouragement to me. Let me just give you a little back ground of my middle school and highschool years. To be honest I was MISERABLE at the school I went to. Overall its a great school but I got treated like crap. People that I graduated with were so MEAN to me. The first thing is I graduated with 70 people and out of those 70 there are about 10 people I would call my friends. the other 60 were JERKS!! They treated me like I was a worthless mistake. My 6th grade year to my Sophmore year I held it in and everyone thought I was the happiest person when on the inside I was hurting. My sophmore year it started to come out. I started saying that I was a worthless mistake and I eventually convinced myself that I was. I had also convinced myself that no one would miss me if I wasn't around anymore and I started having thoughts and trying to do something (No I DID NOT DO DRUGS!!!) Obviously I was unsuccessfull at what I tried to do (i'm glad i didn't suceed NOW). My Junior year I read the words that are in blue over and over and talked to some of my older friends about it and got encouraged. I finally realized that I'm not a worthless mistake. When I realized that I wasn't a worthless mistake I started asking God why I was unsucessful in what i tred to do. The answer to that came to me my Freshman year of college @ ACU. What a wonderful place to be ACU was a major blessing in my life.
P S: If you want to know more in detail feel free to ask me.

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